Family!!!!!!!!!!!

Well lemme start off with no one can beat my family. I am part of alot of families actually. First Raze then Abonwood-Ross Then wonder then Flex/Humpheys.... and the list can go on lol. My brothers mean everything to me Drama, Trouble, & Luis.. They are Cruical, and you mess with me youve had a bad day with them, and the same is vica versa u mess with them your in for it with me. Then theres my sistaz Chasity, Enchant, & Queen. Them girls right there are in my heart forever! Like with out them a part of me would die. Before i continue on im goin to tell u the story behind me and these 6 people. First starts with Luis.. I met him around 8 years ago on yahoo. He and I been tight as fucc err since! Like we've been into it with each other and over each other. Theres not a day in my life that i feel like he has forgotten about me or neglected me. He appreciates me and I appreciate him. Together we will always stand strong! Drama and Trouble.... LAWDDDDDDDDDDDDD i will neva forget the day I was in Uc with them and Serios. It was me n Queen and boiiii did she want some serios lmao!!! but thats off subject... We chilled with them and then i was like so when we can be in K.O.K. They gon say to me.. We u prove u can fight :\ yea they didnt kno me very well!  So the next argument they get into and guess who they tp ME :D  and I shut the whole shit down.. lol every since that moment we been tight... They exs was tryna claim me as they sister and Drama and Trouble was like nahhhh u cant have her she our sister and thats how i became they sis. Chasity is Drama and Trouble sis so we adopted each other. Enchant is my old dads daughter and she became my sis that wasy, we just will always be sisters. Queeny pooh... hmmm i cant even recall how we met to be honest, I just know we clicked from day one! Yea we had our ups and downs been into it more than once Said foul things about each other but at the end of the day thats my heart and we will never fight again and we will always stay strong together...#NotNice


Now to my kids....... I'll start with Qtee who has been my child the longest. She came into my life just by sure luck. Shes been my daughter 2 yrs now and thats my world. Then Snow and Kandi came in my life as a packaged deal lool and u kno me i dont mind that they are what makes my world go round. Snow  and i are close as hell Were like one in the same! Kendra is snows twin so u kno thats a given she my child. Then theres Gooniie, lawd my demon child! I took him as my child cause he made me happy. Made me smile and was just as evil as i am lool thats now and forever my punkin booty baby. Then theres Trey.. He and Marquise were twins.. Marq got banned and it was hard for trey at first to stay my son, but in the end we missed each other too much so we had to re-unite thats my heart and i never want to lose him.. Then Juelz is my prim baby he came from love that ended in disaster. Then theres Dajah\ Arii and babidoll... Their dad wanted to adopt them so bad and u kno i  am all about family so i was with it. I would never change my decision on that for anything in the world. Those 2 right there would make u smile even if ya house was in flames!!!! which they have done lool Then Dmarco Dmarcus Dmarius are the triplets on which i gave birth to... ppl were playin them but they disappeared! Then Anthonio.. we bump heads alot but thats my heart. Then Kiya.. she was my step daughter for 2 yrs, her mom left the game so she and i decided id just go ahead and be her mom... Then Brady lawddddddddddd this boi right here can sang!!! and make u smile. Hes so much like his dad its scary actually!!! They both funny as hell but can make u mad in 2.5 seconds when they together tryin to play around lmfao!!!


My heads startin to hurt so imma end this blog for now and continue on later maybe :\

Simply me

I am simply me. No one special just human and real. I have a lot on my mind and many things that i think of day to day. The past couple of days I have been thinking of simple shit. Why I do the things I do? How can I tell someone the smartest of advice and then go back on what I just said and do the total opposite? I can sit and tell one person to follow their heart and don't let their minds over run what is real, but then I let my mind over power the truth that's in my heart. I have a good man. Smart, Intelligent, Caring, Kind, and wonderful man. But my actions a few days ago may have pushed him too far away. No, I didn't cheat on him or cuss him or disrespect him really, just a simple matter that I don't see to be as serious as others may seem to see it. I miss him now, I miss us. I got to see him maybe 15 minutes yesterday and it was our 1 month anniversary. That alone hurt me. Yes, for the most part I am a strong woman, and from time to time I can be evil as hell. But this man makes me weak. The thought of losing a man as good as him kills me inside. Yea, he says were good, but to me it doesn't feel like it did before I made this simple mistake. As I am only human, I do make mistakes. From those mistakes, it is up to me to learn, grow, and remember them to make myself a better person in the future. It is up to me not to make them mistakes again and to be a better person from them. I've talked so bad to so many ppl in my life that maybe Karma is coming back to leave me miserable for the rest of my life. I may lose him, and that is the last thing I want or need. I do care for this man, more than i can ever explain, but you cant make someone feel for u what you feel for them no matter how hard u try. You can't force someone to want u if they don't. You cant force someone to love u if they won't. You can only continue to strive to be the best person you can possibly be and hope that one day he or she will see the greatness in you and the love you have for them in your heart, in your soul. If I messed this relationship up for myself I'm done. I'll take a lil break from SL, and when/if I come back to sl there will be no more dating, relationships, none of that. This man is the best one I have ever been with on sl. And for me to do something so simple yet so stupid, is something I'll have to leave with. When you feel a strain on your relationship, Do your best to fix it, before its too late
Thanks for listening <3 Me

Just Because I can

I decided to just blog because i can. Its my god given right! lmao But I sit and think about the things I've done in life and what my future holds and I'm not even sure where to begin. I've walked from Kentucky to Tennessee in a snow storm. Been Shot at, in abusive relationships, along with many other things I care not to discuss here. I'm a single mom who is falling for a younger man that lives outside of the United States... Shh I already know some of ya'lls opinions on that matter and personally I really dont care. Its my life to live so Imma live it. He makes me smile again and he makes me happy so idgaf :)..... Now with that being said Imma finish this blog lol....  I've met alot of interesting people in my life on sl and irl.  Been from Canada, down to fl, over to ill, to Mississippi and back to NC. Done alot of things I'm not proud of and alot of things that has made my life wonderful. And thru it all I've always Kept it real! Never once claimed to be something or someone I'm not. I dont care what people think of me anymore. I used to, but realized that I am the one that is responsible for my own happiness. No One can make me or break me but me. Someone can only do to me wut I allow them to do to me. The words that you say to me just roll off my shoulders and in the IDGAF about u bucket... :) I never claimed to be Beautiful, skinny, or any of the such, I am me, and I am real. I will be the first to tell u anything u want to kno about me i have nothing to hide. Im trill Im honest and thats all that matters. Yes, Im a single mom irl, Yes, Imma Big girl (on a diet) but yea im big. Im not model type pretty, Pretty in my own way, but not no barbie bitch. Once u make it into my heart, my heart is pure, and there is where u stay. I am sort of a push over once I love u you are loved for life. You'll always be there in my heart! I have cussed people out one day and been they friend the next, that just because I dont hold grudges... Im not letting anyone have that much of my energy to hate u for that long. I've been in relationships on sl that didnt mean as much to the other person as they did to me... But that was only to make me stronger and teach me lessons that i needed to learn before I got into the relationship with the wonderful man that im now in a relationship with. He just makes me all giggly inside. Anyways, were not gonna get back into the relationship again. lol! But anyways, Enough of this random typa bullshit Im done with this blog... Its all random as hellllllll but who gives a shit! :D

To Him!

I sit back and think of how it all started. We were just cool, and spoke when we saw each other. Then i was yo "hillbilly" amd u was my "Drew Bew". Then we was playin around and got into a relationship on fb just playin around. From that day forward we hung tight and we became "boothangs". Then on the 29th of October, you asked me for my partner box. I thought u was jokin and u told me u was serious. So I partnered you. Then Leon was like yea when yall gonna make it offical, and I said, " When he asks me!" Then next thing i kno you was like " Yea i been waiting for the right time to ask, Do you want to make it offical?" I got all silent and shit cause i was blushin and speechless at the same time lol. Then I was like of course I want to be official. From that day forward I have truly been happy. Like you said we have our ups and down but mostly ups. I make mistakes just like the next person. Neither of us are perfect, we will have our downfalls but we both are strong enough to work through them. You will never know what you mean to me because theres not enough words, expressions, or actions in this lifetime that will show the way i feel for u. I've never had a man in my life that I've truly been able to trust until now. You are that imperfect person that I see perfectly and I hope and pray that my actions dont scare u away. Drew, I promise from this day forward if theres any way possible i will never do anything to hurt u, to disappoint u, or to get u upset to the point where you dont talk to me. My eyes were opened up last night, and they will never be closed again. You make me truly happy bae and without u in my life i dont kno how i survived this long. But god truly did bless the broken road that lead me straight to u. We came into each others lives for a reason, and that reason for me is to show me how to love again. Thank you baby, for just being you, for loving me the way im suppose to be loved, and for never hurting me. I love u Drew Genna <3