Just Because I can

I decided to just blog because i can. Its my god given right! lmao But I sit and think about the things I've done in life and what my future holds and I'm not even sure where to begin. I've walked from Kentucky to Tennessee in a snow storm. Been Shot at, in abusive relationships, along with many other things I care not to discuss here. I'm a single mom who is falling for a younger man that lives outside of the United States... Shh I already know some of ya'lls opinions on that matter and personally I really dont care. Its my life to live so Imma live it. He makes me smile again and he makes me happy so idgaf :)..... Now with that being said Imma finish this blog lol....  I've met alot of interesting people in my life on sl and irl.  Been from Canada, down to fl, over to ill, to Mississippi and back to NC. Done alot of things I'm not proud of and alot of things that has made my life wonderful. And thru it all I've always Kept it real! Never once claimed to be something or someone I'm not. I dont care what people think of me anymore. I used to, but realized that I am the one that is responsible for my own happiness. No One can make me or break me but me. Someone can only do to me wut I allow them to do to me. The words that you say to me just roll off my shoulders and in the IDGAF about u bucket... :) I never claimed to be Beautiful, skinny, or any of the such, I am me, and I am real. I will be the first to tell u anything u want to kno about me i have nothing to hide. Im trill Im honest and thats all that matters. Yes, Im a single mom irl, Yes, Imma Big girl (on a diet) but yea im big. Im not model type pretty, Pretty in my own way, but not no barbie bitch. Once u make it into my heart, my heart is pure, and there is where u stay. I am sort of a push over once I love u you are loved for life. You'll always be there in my heart! I have cussed people out one day and been they friend the next, that just because I dont hold grudges... Im not letting anyone have that much of my energy to hate u for that long. I've been in relationships on sl that didnt mean as much to the other person as they did to me... But that was only to make me stronger and teach me lessons that i needed to learn before I got into the relationship with the wonderful man that im now in a relationship with. He just makes me all giggly inside. Anyways, were not gonna get back into the relationship again. lol! But anyways, Enough of this random typa bullshit Im done with this blog... Its all random as hellllllll but who gives a shit! :D