Monday, December 5, 2011
Sometimes u feel alone
ᴇᴠᴇʀ ғᴇʟᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ, sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴜʀ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ, ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴡᴏᴏʙʟᴇʏ ʟɪᴍʙ, ᴏғ ᴀɴ ᴏʟᴅ ᴀss ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇʀɢᴇ ᴏғ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ... ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪғ ᴜ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ɪᴛs ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ? sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ ᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴘᴀᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜʀɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ. ɪ ᴋɴᴏ ɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴜʀɴ, ᴡʜᴏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ, ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. ᴀʟʟ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜɪs ʙʟᴏɢ ɪs ᴍʏ sᴍɪʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ɢᴏᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟs ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ. ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ʜᴀs ᴛᴏ sɪᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʟɪᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅɪᴅ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛs ʜᴀᴜɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟɪᴠᴇ. ʏᴇᴀ, ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴇᴠɪʟ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ᴇᴠɪʟ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴋɴᴏ ᴍᴇ... ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ ɪ ᴀᴍ.... ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀғᴜʟ, ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ, ᴄᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪғ ɪᴛs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ. ɪᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ ʙᴀsɪs. ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs. ɪ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙɪᴛs ɴ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ғʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ɪᴛ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. ᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʟʟ sᴛᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʀᴇɢᴀʀᴅʟᴇss ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅs, ʙᴜᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪғ ᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs, ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴀsᴋ. ɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɴ ʙᴇɢ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ, ɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɴ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇʟʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴀ ғᴏᴏʟ.. ʏᴇs ɪ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ʏᴇs ɪ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄʀʏ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ. ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴜ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴍɪsᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ. ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ. ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴍ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴇᴠɪʟ.. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇ... ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏs... ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ɴɪɢʜᴛ... ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀᴛᴍ
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